So far

First things first, a teacher from my high school passed away today. I wasn't close to her but she has been a great help teacher to everyone. May she rest in peace. The hallways were depressing today. People crying, hugging, and just losing it. I've never dealt with death in my life before and I can never imagine losing someone. I honestly wouldn't know what to do.

Moving on, the rest of the day isn't as bad. I had my fair share of moments where you were standing 100 meters away from me and I just couldn't deal with that. And when we get closer, there's that 5 second pause where we would just look in each other's eyes. We would smile. Then there goes the hey-hey. And then there's the pause again. You'd ask how was my day. I'd say, good. Then, she would call you over, saying you'll be late for class. And you'll look at me again and leave.  I would stand there, and watch you go. Lunch, same thing. After school, same thing. It's fucking depressing. Ha ha ha ha ha. The joke here is that we both know the same exact thing going through our heads. That, is pathetic.

So I've been trying to keep myself occupied with things. School and tennis. Class starts at 8.30 and ends at 3.20. Tennis would usually start at 4 and ends at 6. EVERY SINGLE DAY. And there's no such thing as daily time table here because we go through the same classes EVERY SINGLE DAY. So you should have already known that I really can't deal with routines or doing the exact same thing everyday. What I'm saying is, SPRING BREAK IS  HERE. Seattle here I come :D

 (Trying to make this blog less boring)

(Don't get me wrong, I take like a million pictures, but uploading it on the computer is such a hassle)

Ahhhh bummer, gtg dinner!