tenaugust

It's really disappointing how everything got out of control. I really thought this time it was going to be different. I'll lose myself and I'll feel miserable. That's how it's going to end, just like everything else.

If you wanna live, let live
If you wanna go, let go
I'm not afraid to sleep, sleep forever

I don't need to touch the sky
I just wanna feel this high
But you refuse to lift me

I didn't ask you to give me the world, I only want you to give me what you can. I'm not going to allow myself to accept something I don't deserve. It was a risk I take confidently, and yet I fail.

Your promises are disgustingly artificial. You are different. You have change. You replace it with such arrogance I can't stand.

Your so-called affections are depleting slowly. You wronged me out for something I thought was right.

We didn't start clean. But it didn't mean we didn't fall in love. And from the beginning you said this would be the start of something so beautiful and beauty stayed and you said this is a love undying. Yours would a love undying. Worlds they merely stayed. Static, they lost all it's meaning. Where did it go? How could you let me love you so much?

This is the start of an end. I'm not gonna pretend. And it's killing me inside. I almost died.

You said your affections couldn't be quantified but if it was great then why the hell d'you let it die.

Why didn't you try?