Circles.

So... I’ll be sitting for my Add Maths Exam tomorrow. (Freak out, crash the laptop to the floor, run around the house, scream out loud, and currently gluing the escape button to the laptop) I think I’m going to do okay. Chemistry wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, Agama, BM and English too so… the same thing with Add Math perhaps? *praying* It’s so annoying that every time I got out of my room, trying to let my head off numbers and functions mom will go like this.

Mum trying to be concern : Sara, bukan tak exam kah besok?
Sara mumbling : Umm, yeah.
Mum, again trying too hard : Add Math right? Bang Zul ada ajar tek nak?
Syukri datang gago : Haha, harap-harap Kak Sara fail. :)

Sara walked slowly to her room and banged her head on the wall. She has left the conversation.

I have a very normal life.

Let’s talk about how life’s going to be after the exam. We’re going to this FLE Camp with ten other schools including St. Theresa (?) and St. Joseph. Hey, I heard Nadia’s going. You you, me like your blog. Me wanna read. Haha. I can’t wait for that. Sadly, I won’t be able to attend the ERC course organized by *insert your name here yourself, Nat* :) But there’s always next year right?

I hope my cousin’s coming home today so we can do the Radar Dance again and make some more cookies and watch Jumper again and droooool. Oh yeah speaking about guys. Guess who I accidentally bumped into yesterday, Mr. Smarty Pants with his shirt tucked out. Oh, he’s so so hot. SHUT UP SARA.

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Li said Y looked like Hayden when he smiles. SO TRUE. And so I tried to look for other resemblance between these two guys. When they’re serious they have this sharp staring look. Ooh ooh ooh. Gila aih. :)

I’ve started revising Bio today. I love it. I love it. Haha. And after this I’m going to revise Sejarah again, this is the second time. I can’t remember anything anymore. This afternoon tek nak, adalah this guy tanyak, Sara Add Maths blaja apa ah? Haha. Gila, baruk nak study lah ya.

My friends are all in the library now, studying. Sigh. I can’t study there. It’s just too quiet and distracting and the temperature’s too low for me. I know one good thing I can do there. Talk and camwhore. I’ll upload the pictures here as soon as I get the pictures from Miji. Juh Miji, I want the pictures!

I was eating in a restaurant with my family and I saw another family already there eating beside us. It was him, right there, in Kuching! Can you believe it? He’s eating here with his family. He’s here, near me. So near, I was able to hold him again. It was like a dream, a really good dreamy dream. I tried to take a look again. Then guess what, it was 6 am in the morning, another bad Saturday, and I’m late for school. : (

And that made me realize, we’re like a circle, it never ends. But what if it did?