Emptiness in the lumen of life

The pre-mid term paper is coming up soon. So soon that I’ll only take up a couple of hours to breath. So today was the day. I had class in the morning. I was supposed to go back at 11 but mummy forgot about it. So there were these two guys who sat beside me at the bench. They were listening to screamo stuff and all the songs are really good songs. It makes my head goes like this, like that. I was screaming silently with the songs. Damn it he has good taste.

Sara: Is that your phone?
Dude: Yeah.
Sara: Your songs?
Dude: Yeah.
Sara: Good taste eyy :)
Sara: You know Saosin?
Dude: Oh yeaaaaah.

When he went home, good music’s gone; I walked around the school and went to the canteen. I asked for Pepsi but they were out of it, so I bought Coke instead. Oh trust me that was pure torture. I have to wait for the Coke’s gas to settle down so I can drink it. So you see, I didn’t ask for latte because I’m trying to cut down on that. But how bad can it get now, no Pepsi, no latte! You can do it Sara. YOU CAN DO IT.

So an hour later, mum came and we went to Unaco to get some peanut butter for the cookies. My cousin and I made some cookies today because our plan to watch Jumper was cancelled. It tastes really good. I forgot about taking a photo of it, but we did take a video and no I am not showing it to you. I know some people are going to say things like if you’re not going to show it, why tell. BECAUSE I WANT TO.

We googled videos for choreography and we tried dancing with this song Radar by Britney Spears. If you think you suck at dancing, think again. I have two left feet. It is almost impossible for me to get the steps right. But whatever, dance, exercise, endorphins, happy, study, A’s, scholarship, and get the hell out of here.

And oh yeah, I made spaghetti and I don’t know why it tastes so bad. It was disappointing. I am so full, I can’t do any agoy today because it was so difficult to breathe and move and stretch and balance. Aiyaiyaiyaiyai. I’m talking way too much. I can barely hear me now. All your voices are in my head. It’s in my head. Get out of my head!

I am imagining myself writing an essay for an English paper. The question: Write about a really random Saturday. You can write as long as you want, as crappy as you want. Maximum of 3 swear words can be used in each paragraphs. Insert song lyrics for extra points.

I find one thing very interesting today. Lignin. It is this waterproof lining for certain tissues or whatever. If it’s possible to inject lignin into our body, that would be super. A thick lignin in a cell will kill the cell and by the end of the day, no nutrients can be absorbed into the cell and the cell will be empty! Empty! Now, you have to admit that that is so cool. All this time when we said we’re hollow or empty, we never thought it can be literal. We now know it’s possible somehow. I love biology and I will not let the teacher change that. She said we have no self-confidence. It’s annoying that she can’t stop smiling today. I bet she had another date with his hubby talking about another interesting topic, chromatin. But I was more than thankful that I actually understand the things that she talked about today. So thank you teacher but can you please stop crapping.

The story ‘Looking for a Rain God’ made me realized how desperate we can be. I admit I’d probably do what Mokgobja did to his granddaughters for the rain. I'd kill. : (