Gah I hate making decisions. Eve just told me that Yellowstone is canceled. Pretty much everything she plans for got canceled, I hate that. I'm not blaming her or anything but I don't like knowing that I can do something and then have that taken away just like that. And Eldana and Adrienne asked me if I'd like to go camping with her family which is this weekend and I turned that offer down because I thought oh never mind, I'm going to Yellowstone anyway, why not just safe all the nature crap for the big one. Oh Godddd, I am so pissed with myself right now!!
And I'm really really short on money, and she's asking me for that? And still I said "Oh yeah sure I don't mind" because I wanted to please her... And I know that, but I still please anyway. I'm gonna think really straight tonight and make up my mind. Or simply, run away and hitchhike to California.
Man, that will make me feel soooo much better. Screw this problem.
2 weeks now and he hasn't call. Screw your ass.
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